NO MATTER WHAT. WE WILL STILL BE THR FOR EACH OTHER <3 (:

Monday, April 28, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

2:50 PM

RANDOM PICTURES. RANDOM THOUGHTS.

12:13 AM

okay. ignore this post human beings.

just let me doing some rantings and soul searching.

firstly, there's this weird feeling in me making me feel that

all those friends that i used to be VERY close with are slowly disappearing .

okay, mind you, its VERY. i wonder why :/ maybe it's because we're all in different parts

of singapore doing different things ? we're all that busy that we cant spare time for each other.

probably, it's just me being sensitive. i just thought we overlooked little things like that.

cos friends made up 100% of my life. that's why, im this disappointed.

secondly, i think my family is having helllll lotsa problems nowadays.

and i'm like too old to like " runaway" from this home so okay, accept th fact.

when i was a year old, they quarrelled about that. when i'm ten years old, they quarrelled about that. now, when i'm sixteen, it's still about that. just why ?

thirdly, i'm i not working hard enough ? i'm i not studying hard enough ?

i'm i not stressing myself enough ? i still dont see good results.

i'm still not meeting their expectations. k, whatever.

fourthly, relationships aren't for shiyu. at least for the time being.

i know i am like .. okay. i dont wna mention it lah.

okay, whatever. too many people are getting hurt by this thing called love.

i dont wanna become it's victim but neither do i wanna make people it's victim.

friends, though sometimes it's not our fault to hurt others but do spare a thought for em'.

& victims, you people have to control yourselves. if you dont wna get hurt, then dont sink in deep into this pool of shit called love. cos' this says that you asked for it yourself.

i'm not pinpointing ANYONE here. this is just a very general thing .

if you aint happy with this post. then dont read it. :D

i need a break.

Sunday, April 27, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

10:58 AM

lil people made my lil day :D

yesterday;

rachel came to work yesterday . haha.

and she made my day ! lol. then alan came and visited me.

haha. dumdeedum.

life is great with buddies with you :D

i wanna go for thailand trip this june !.

Saturday, April 19, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

10:24 AM

say gooodbye.

haha. just a quick post before i go off to work :D

lol. yesterday went to library w xiaomin, cheeyong,jo,xinen and warren.

did a lil work on chinese, but alot of work on stomach muscles.

cos i practically laugh for i dunnoe how many hours inside the project room please.

cheeyong was sucha joker :D then headed to cavana for dinner .

then saw jitwee and kweihuat and alot of evgians and ex-evgians.

haha. then walk home sweeeet home with my bestfriend, CHONG CHEE YONG :X

hahah. he told me a friggin' shocking secretttttt :/

& after yesterday night, i feel that kids are super scary.

they aint that cute, no more. they look more like DEVILS now lahh.

raymond and co, jo and people should know why. zz.

& all the way! mug till you drop people.

no time for love. no time for play.

there's only time for study.

never will i listen to you anymore.

the cries. the whispers.

all came to nothing when youve got her back.

you asked for it.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

5:04 PM

heyo, school was tragic.

well, went to mac for BREAKFAST tday :D

i thought it was a good start.

but once i reached school ,the word S-T-R-E-S-S was written all over my face.

it doesnt feels good to know that youre behind syllabus, it doesnt feels good to know that my chem knowledge is 0% , it doesnt feels good to know that ive all forgotten about my sec 3 physics work, it doesnt feels good AT ALL when mid year is just a week away.

IT JUST DOESNT FEELS GOOD.

im getting all so frantic and started panicking .

i need tuitions.. badly..

i volunteered myself for project teach. i hope it will help me in one way or another.

i know common test , mid year and prelims and just stepping stones.

my aim is O LEVELS. do it good, once and for all.

i dont want daniel chong's prediction to come true.

i dont want any single of my classmates to be in 5 thinking next year.

i.. dont wanna be dumped in any courses but events management or business management.

..........................

okayyy. enough of this.

im gna work hard now.

prove it .

dont say it but show it.

UH HUH !

nonetheless, i still care about my interact club okay.

my beloved juniors, board 08'-09'

before i step down, im gonna help you guys plan a gooood installation.

be prepared to see my face in june. :D

hahaha. i dont care if you like it or not, be prepared !

Monday, April 14, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

6:35 PM

& know im really looking forward to graduation.

for im gg off USA or Australia. for a break.

but all comes down to nothing if i dont give in my best for o levels.

im gonna do it, once and for all.

6:20 PM

im finally back from schoool.

both jo and xinen didnt went to school tday.

haha. thankfully, i have aiting and cheeyong to acc me . :D

yep. got mid-year timetable tday.

mid -year exams starts on next thursday.

im reallly gna PULL UP MY SOCKS ! haha.

then had chinese and geog remedial after school.

& i've submitted my application form for pres citation.

& i pray hard that everything goes well .

& SHIYU will get it.

hahahha.

Sunday, April 13, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

12:47 PM

yep. lets start off with friday:D

celebrated suyi's birthday at NewyorkNewyork:D

haha. then went home sweet home.

* For my beloved old friend.

happy 16th birthday!

i know youre getting older and older

but i hope that you'll get fairer and fairer okay :S

anyway, study real hard for o levels yep.

youre the brightest among 7girlfriends ,

based on PSLE results that is . LOL. haha.

but yep, it has been nice knowing you for ten years , though

there wasnt much up and downs in our friendship ( maybe that's a good thing?)

but i hope our friendship can last this way yep. Youve been a real nice 38friend,

real nice board member, real nice girlfriend :D

& i promise you, i'll be just a phone call away if you need me okay.

find your MR GUY soon ya :D cheers!

okay. done. & today, i'm super happy lah.

cos' i went mac for breakfast :D

whahaha. i mean it's nice to wake up early and have breakfast once in a blue blue moon.

cos' im always that busy that either i skip my breakfast or i'll have lousy breakfast :/

& UHHHH: i soo wanna meetup with many many many people lahh.

damn it ! haha. i miss going school with blockbours( jiawei,hongzhou,boonkiat)

and going uncleneo's house to slack and crap with uncleneo, ruizhong,fuhao,jiaren,shicai and people. i miss going recess with the click ten and peeps, tgt with huiya,rita and haowen.

i miss interact board 06'-07'.

laaaadeeeedummm.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

5:28 PM

you'll find saying goodbyes much easier once you've started saying it.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

4:37 PM

okay. let's start off with my nightmare yesterday.

i dreamt of getting 39points for L1r4. i nearly committed suicide man!

i mean in my dreams la. And jo got like 36 and xinen like 45points.

but xiaomin got 7 points, straight A1s man ! hahhaha.

okay, this might sound silly to you people but I SWEAR ITS DAMN SCARY !!!!!!

hahha. can you like imagine yourself getting 39 points?

even ITE wont want me kinda thing ? hahha. THANK GOD IT'S JUST A DREAM :S

alright.. enough of that. today was a nice day.

cos i'll only have to report at 8:20 for school.

however, poor MOJOJOJO is sick. so my day ended up with cheeyong and

mates to accompany me. :/ hahha. everything was okay until english lesson.

when rosanne , xinen and me started gossiping . INFRONT OF KEITH.

haha. esp. when we were like gossiping about beeeee and keeee.

lol. meanie girls ! but it rlly surprised me.

i mean oh come guys, can you people like show me that

guys ard me arent flirt ? at least give me some hope lah. haha. Its like the nice gooody guys like brandon! are all attached.

and the rest are like flirt. how scary lahh :/

I'M SOOOOO GNA STAY SINGLE FOREVER IF THIS CONTINUES ...

or i'll perharps have to grab the nice goody boys out there with gfs :X

lol. so girls, beware! :S

and after school, stayed back for awhile and rolled back home.

walked back home under heavy rain because alcott and cheejan was like

" just walk home, just get wet" hahah. so yep, and my phone was like i dunnoe what happen because the rainwater went in and tadah! my screen is just absolutely beautiful.

zzz. so beautiful that i think ive gtta change it soon la :/

alright. all the way shiyu!

start studying for o levels now.

put everything else aside. :D

Sunday, April 06, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

2:25 PM

i told you its fun. i only got 3 pics with me.

wait till i get it from xiaomin . i'll upload it again :D

2:04 PM

HEY:D

okay. im back from the newspaper collection thingy.

its rather fun . :D i was the group leader for liqin's group.

haha. then after that all of us went to play the foam pool :X

its super fun lah. all the facilitators were playing like mad people.

we danced " pump it " in the so called pool.

well, havent been fooling around like crazy woman for quite some time already.

so, today was great ! then we were like 38 taking hell lotsa fooood.

& i heard something weird from shurou :/

okay. whatever it is, ive enjoyed my self today :DD

& im gna listen to benson's ns stories now.

i rlly think ns is coool :X

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

1:18 PM

okay. i came across rayan's blog and guess what ?

weihong and all went to redang island man !

ahhhhh! i sooooooooooo wanna go there please :/

shucks. and rayan told me its pretty cheap cheap cheap .

so ive decided, im gna go there either this june holidays or after o levels.

i swear i swear ! haha. and im gonna drag my girlfriends along with me la .

Tuesday, April 01, 2008 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

7:45 PM

well well, skipped school like AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!

somebody just slap me on face man :X hahha .

yep. i am getting rather lethargic these few days.

and rather moody please.

i guess its the stress that's pushing me down.

making me breathless. killing every cell of mine.

O LEVELS IS COMING IN NO TIME .

shiyu,you get it ?! :/

haha. may 26 ! how fast can that be ?

distinction pleaseee .

okay, random random.

i'm afraid.

& i guess , maturity is needed sometimes.